Chapter 6
Sta. Rita Agricultural College
Rejuvenated after two days hibernation from the Bishop’s visit, Driarco reported back to school. “Two days absences, not really that bad. I’ll just catch up lessons missed,” the thought lingered his mind entering entrance of the school premises.
The sylvan setting one could feel and seen
through many centuries old mango trees spread throughout the school campus ushering fresh air conducive for learning among its
students provided cool ambiance for
study.
This
proved very decisive as alumni opted studying
on their beloved Alma Mater until graduation finding jobs without ever
experiencing political harassments the way their counterparts experienced in
Manila. The institution is one of its kind. The teachers were the cream of the
crop, the brightest and articulate from their batch. And as the good foundation
were in place in their education, the
school produced excellent graduates successful
and productive in their respective
chosen fields – letters, arts, education and agriculture some engaging
themselves later in politics. Religion too surprisingly has played profound
influence among its graduates. Batch ’75 incidentally for example was the ,most
ecumenical producing the most numbers of graduates serving God’s vineyard as
Catholic priests, Reverends and Pastors of His Church. What a noble way of
returning back the compliment to God. The most telling of them all true to many
Universities and Colleges, student-leaders joined Nationalist struggle for
democracy; many also joined the military.
Those
whose ideologies developed from progressive ideas and deeply rooted on
pervading unjust social system favoring the rich oligarchs became hard core firebrand activists. These
were the ones trapped swallowed up by nationalist
fervor spreading like wildfire in
Manila. First an initiation to rallies and strikes and later as full time
armed combatants. What else any would these young idealist get their security
and defense if not from what the institution they were identified with stands
for.
Doy Laurel’s letter to Cory Aquino on
August 13, 1988 after Marcs. Fall accounted 25,200 members of which 16,500 were
NPA regulars; 2,500 in Metro Manila, the rest affecting twenty percent of the
country’s 42,000 barangays. Those in Manila
advertently joined the feared underground movement of the Maoist and Leninist
faction. Soon they pay price for their idealism as they fall one after the other on the dragnet set by
Brown Shirts, the wolves unleashed by the military. Those captured were either
given refresher course on Filipino ideology of the New Society; the
unfortunate ones subjected to severe
beatings and tortured dead. Some held under maximum security detention were at
least lucky their freedom extended but not until they banished into thin air
after summarily executed. Too many of them in fact and by all gauging set by
the trend of dictatorship would go unabated depending on the extent of abuses
of dictatorial government.
The vast tract of lands, verdant rice
fields rice stalks vowing to the ground
the sun shines through its golden palay, fishponds, duckery and piggery
projects – all these are the common sight inside the school campus and
considered water hallmark of the College. No students would graduate from
secondary education without undergoing rigid training in these projects. Those
who would like to engage in farming after their studies are provided with farm
lots and carabao to learn new farming
techniques and technologies increasing agricultural production. Driarco spend four
years in such project. Not that he wanted to go full time farming later but practice industry and feel what it takes to
become a successful farmer. His nerve and guts paid off albeit not earning
handsome dividend. This all what he
desired determining not just the thrill but also viability of farming
and profession.
“They are considered true hero of the land
as they feed daily the people, why are they not receiving subsequent respect,”
he told.
From
his harvest he paid his own tuition fees, the rest of the money formed his own
savings and allowance. The rest were spent
vacationing visiting relatives at Mindoro .
Soon he learned that farming is not only profitable undertaking but also,
enriching endeavor especially when one becomes a part of the farm. It was not
all pleasant experience though. At least he was hospitalized twice from farming
when his left foot got infected by bacteria while plowing.
He was not sure whether he would be in
farming again after his study in the seminary but what he is definitely certain
is the memory of working in the field would be part of his life. The aromatic
scent of palay, the sprouting of mushrooms from the thawing rice stalks after
harvest, catching mudfish and catfish by
the nets, the mountains of rice brans turning black consumed by fire, the
innocent voices and shouts of classmates either planting or harvesting palay –
who could forget these memories?
What an excitement High School studies
bring.There were times when his mettle was put to an acid test. For Driarco
abhorrence to whatever form of abuses either perpetuated by students or
teachers is legend. In fact, he could not swallow his pride being a witness to
it let alone subjected indiscriminately to abusive punishments. An instance was
a punishment meted against him by his instructor demanding bamboo pole for
every single absence incurred. Questioning the legality and morality of
bringing such requirement, he was ready to challenge the sanity of Mr. Mirang,
the instructor, after learning that bamboo poles donated or brought by the
students were either used as fence for his house or just piled up gathering
dust in the corner. The poor instructor just gave way to avoid further trouble
and possibly getting the ire of the school’s superintendent. For this heroic
act, Driarco received give-me-five gestures from his classmates their loyalty
and respect included.
“As I kept repeating like a song sang all over again, there are
hundred ways of killing a cat you know. The bottom line is you should stand and
be ready to be judged by your own action or work,” he impressed his classmates
after his exploits. But there were also silly things he did. He restricted this
stupidity however to his friends not to dampen their morals looking up to him as role model. Under cover of
darkness normally every time there is brownout, he and Taklin would
surreptitiously collect ten to twenty sacks of carabao and or cow’s manure from
tons of such manures deposited beside the concrete fence along the municipal
road. He would present them the
following day to the collecting officer. Poor innocent guy gypped into
believing the industry of his student. Fifteen sacks per students are required
each year. Those who are not smart enough found themselves scouring from east
to west, north to south of the municipality’s grazing land forest included
searching for that much-sought animal wastes. Dung.
His roughly four years stay at Sta. Rita
has been closely associated with his buddies – Miguel, Larry, Kim, Theodore,
Monera, Kay, Taklin, Paz, Donna and Josephine, Llyon and Yolly – forming
altogether into clique. All are equally
ambitious as Driarco and Taklin. Part of their covenant collectively agreed upon
is to answer the challenge who would make it as the best from among the group in
the shortest possible time. Among others, implying that the first one who would
go back in school later should be in a capacity as guest speaker. It’s one of
the first deal the group unanimously agreed in one of their session. Seldom a week passed by without similar
session held at Aling Nita’s, a refreshment parlor adjacent the school campus just across the road. Being Friday, they again regrouped but this
time the topic centers on the impending Martial Law, the granting of emergency
powers to President Marcos.
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Have you ever read the announcement in the
Bulletin Board?” Taklin asked the group.
“About tomorrow’s important meeting with
Mr. Paler, I mean Monday morning at the quadrangle,” Kim volunteered.
“You’re right. He would be discussing Martial Law,” Taklin answered.
“Tell me why in the world there is a need
of putting the entire country under dictatorship,” Josephine griped.
“Sick idea from a very sick man Mr. Marcos
indeed, ” Theodore interrupted.
“Sorry folks but I don’t personally see any
logic why he has to resort this far. You know what I mean,” he added. The rest
remained silent waiting further bombshell from Horace.
“What’s the use for instance of having
registered 60,000 members of the Armed Forces of the Philippines . What are they in service for? Just collecting
our taxes as paid mercenaries without firing a single shot! Holy shit. He should have learned a lesson from then Jose
P. Laurel, his mentor and savior from the Kempetai who exonerated him from
Nalundasan case though he was guilty as charged. President Laurel declared
Martial Law you know in case you have not heard nor read it yet. But look what happened. Neither he was successful in cushioning the
shock of the Filipinos from Japanese nor helped him saving his face from such
actuations unbecoming to a leader of a nation.
I’m speaking of his decision leaving the country with his family and
some trusted friends as a sign of ingratiating himself to the Japanese when
Gen. Douglas Mc Arthur “I Shall Return” was about to happen to the Philippines . It’s pure and simple cowardice. Declaring war against the United States and Great Britain from the promptings
of the Japanese and then fly away right after reading the declaration of war”
is simply amazing.”
“Shameful act and definitely unbecoming of
a President,” Josephine echoed.
“Yes but I think, not really that
serious. An exception you know. Here
Martial Law was declared while the country was at war!”
“Yes. But not that serious I think because
as a Constitutionalist, he is still par excellent. In fact, the later became a Senate President
after his humiliation from Elpidio Quirino. Oh you have probably heard one of
the dirtiest election scam in history where birds and bees voted in an election.
It’s one of its kind in Asia happening right in our own backyard given the penchant of our politicians
sticking themselves in power no matter what. That’s one of the incurable
sickness our politicians suffer every time they are elected. Once they tasted
power, they’re never the same again. Not only that, it is also contaminating
one after the other leading to political dynasty. And that what makes it alarming amd doubly
outrageous,” Theodore added.
Driarco, Taklin, Paz, Donna, Theodore,
Isagani – all captive audiences sitting helped themselves digesting the sanity
of the lecturer. Larry was the self-proclaimed kibitzer.
“You mean Marcos should have utilized the
military in quelling the fires of rebellion initiated by the reds – those whom
he particularly addressed as enemies of the nation up in arms against the
government,” Larry ventured.
“That’s what he said. True, that he has the legal basis from the
Constitution. But where that leaves
us? Are we really in the state of
rebellion, insurrection whatever as he claims it to be. Whatever happened to his trusted lieutenants,
the ministers tasked in calling order of this Republic. What made them so inept that they could not
move and shoot their guns,“ Theodore clarified.
“Then they should be castrated if not
crucified,” Taklin interjected drawing giggles from the gang.
“But assuming that there really exists
state of violence or invasion that could overthrow the government,” Donna
asked.
“Then by all means he should declare war
against the commies. This what Suharto
did to the communists in Indonesia . He practically wiped them out and gifted
those who survived with coup ‘d grace. You see buddies. We can never trust
commies. You may but beware of their
intellectual dishonesty. They’re the
only group beside the Pope who claim infallibility as if they hold the key to
problems ailing the nation. But is this
really true?”
“Good for the Pope that we Catholics are
not critical against him when he speaks defending the matters of faith ex
cathedra. But not commies. They are that unpredictable lot. They changes their color depending on the
occasion Witness several purging from their ranks of zombies and mistrust
creeping the entire system.”
Without waiting for the response, he
answered his own question.
“I just don’t think so,” he said catching
his audience almost under his spell.
“You cannot just mix water with oil you
know if you get what I mean. Political power. That’s what they are actually
fighting for. And that’s nonsense. It is not given in a silver platter; it is
earned the hard way given to you by the people recognizing the role you are
playing. A leader has to work hard to get it. It’s the price the Filipinos
would bestow to any person whom they could trust giving their future. Now let’s
go back to square one where we left off,” Theodore decided shifting gear.
“That business of Martial law,” Kim said
sort of griping.
“I think we have more than enough of its
reality. Anytime people would soon be herded on their prison cells and all
that. Who must have been behind all these things?” Paz probed.
“Marcos who else,” Larry declared.
“But I’m looking beyond that,” Theodore
exclaimed catching Donna unprepared face blushing.
“Eureka .
Don’t tell me that Marcos has to do it by himself. You must be crazy. In a
sense, Martial law simply tells us that Uncle Sam has not identified yet
possible replacement for Marcos never mind his state of health. This is the
most logical thing happened. Come on. Why? Military bases right here in the Philippines ,
the heart and soul of the Americans staying in this country. Allowing the
restlessness of the people to escalate might cost their bases right here. And
as you probably know that implies possible intrusion by USSR in the
country unmolested. Should that happen, losing their defense in this republic,
it would be another tragedy, an enigma to incoming American generation second
maybe to their humiliation they received from the hands of Ho Chi Min’s
Vietcong. Imagine losing 58,000 US
armies after conscripting as many as 80,000 for Vietnam War. True that around
30,000 casualties suffered from Ho Chi Min after deploying 60,000 Vietnamese.”
“How
would Uncle Sam win anyway to a “War of
the Flea” of the frail Ho Chi Minh. That huge casualties revealed the story of
it all. But of course many of communists North Vietnam were dead given
sophisticated weapons of US armies. That’s all they could do. But the reversal
of event was too much. Why not given the creativity of the enemies digging up
Cu Chi Tunnels and Minh’s trail, famous
supply line by National Liberation Front guerrillas right near US 1st Infantry Division,” Theodore
further narrated.
“But if you would consider the law
of proportion, US received the worst beating having lost more than half of its
men. Not only that they also lost their faces back home. You could never win
any single war you know if you’re not armed with moral integrity and
persuasion. That’s it folks. Dissecting Marital Law is never peanuts. For one,
it requires us to look into the complexity reading between the lines as you
probably say it” Kim batted in.
No one so far stood up and posed challenge
Theodore’s treatise. For Driarco and Taklin what his good friend expounded
merely vindicates their notion of the American’s implacable intervention in Asia and the rest of the globe propagating their concept
of Manifest Destiny and Benevolent Assimilation. They have done it to other
countries and why in the world they could not do it to the Philippines
they too helped in times of crisis shedding their blood in fact during
Spanish-American War culminating with Treaty of Paris on 1898.
“We can’t really trust the aliens folks. They’re not in fact needed here.Maybe
as visitors but never interfering with our political affairs. Look what
happened to Magsaysay during his inauguration to the presidency after beating
badly the incumbent Elpidio Quirino in the presidential election. Lansdale changed Magsaysay’s prepared speech with his’
plus an upper cut bonus to the chin dropping the poor Magsaysay down into the
floor.”
“So take it from me guys, it’s only a
Filipino who could love better a Filipino. I may sound redundant to that
concept ably emphasized by Laurel
in his Filipinism to Claro M. Recto’s nationalism but I think it makes sense
loving a fellow Filipino. Who else do you think would come to our rescue if not
our own neighbor? In the gospel sense, we should be our own brothers’ keeper.
If not who else would. And if I may add, if not today ‘when?’ Thus, said the
didactic journalistic piece from University of the Philippines telling it all in few
simple words but pregnant with meaning.”
Theodore was right thought Taklin. For he
hardly recalls any deal between US and Philippines the country earning
desirable credit. On the contrary, mostly of the agreements were always at its
expense. Witness the fictitious independence given on 1946 making the Philippines as its neo-colony instead imposing
US suffocating control over political and economic system of the country
starting from Bell trade act extending free
trade relations on 1909 and allowing the US in prostituting our constitution
like the partial parity rights. Further aggravating the sordid fate of the
country has been the Military Bases Agreement (MBA) allowing the US
with impunity exploiting selected area as storage for their nuclear weapons to
the chagrin of nationalists leaders the
likes of Recto, Lorenzo Tañada and Diokno.
“One deal follows after another after that
infamous 1949 deal. Thus, the infamous Laurel-Langley agreement of 1954
bloating the power of the US using and developing the countries natural
resources for their own profit; helplessness of the government in sustaining
late President Garcia’s Filipino first policy on to dishonorable surrender of
President Macapagal to IMF-WB pressures which saw the devaluation of peso to decontrol
program of the 1960’s,” he said pausing looking into the eyes of this
classmates.
“The high road now of course is Martial law
hanging like a crucible over the heads of Filipinos. Like Damocles’ blade, it
could either make or unmake democracy in the country,” Taklin further thought.
Save for Driarco, the girls by all
indications already under the influence
of their own ladies’ red wine ready
accepting relevant thoughts for the day..
“So you should not be surprised at all
folks in case we would be soon under Martial Law. That’s the price we have to
pay for having lived under foreign control or have been so lavishly smitten by the
promise of milk and honey over there by Uncle Sam,” Theodore told the group
exhausted after dishing out his nationalistic sentiments.
“You’re great buddy,” Larry complimented
Theodore.
“Your presentation of the futility of
Emergency power has been lucid. Like a scalpel, it dissected the very deep
recesses of the anatomy of dictatorial rule, its implication to us today. For
this I owe you a gallon more of coco beer,” Larry added blowing out loud
whistle.
“My point is, let’s start our formal
protest from now on. We have nothing to lose but our own fears as they said. If
we would not move who would follow suit. Never mind what form each one signify
his protest. The point is we should stand up and be counted,” Theodore said
while gazing seriously around his eyeballs almost popping out from their
sockets.
“There’s just no substitute for democracy.
Everybody knows that. By democracy I’m very particular to a process not much on
concept. In layman’s term, if we could not practice it then leave and forget it
and scout for other political system workable and best for us. Lenin of Russia,
Mao Tse Tung of Mainland China
and Fidel Castro of Cuba
show us how to get one through revolution. What else. But could we afford so
much bloodshed to happen in our land. That is tantamount invoking God’s wrath. If indeed the price for
creating such political system is wholesale carnage of our people then we might
as well forget it. Suffice it to say that democracy is still the best political
system existing under the sun.”
“But how mature Filipinos are in accepting
let along maintaining such system? Our experiences in the past and now Marcos
deal to us tells simply irrevocable ‘No!’ With much regret I don’t think that
government is setting an example. Look and count the number of persons
controlling for instance vital industries in the country today. You could
actually count them with your fingers. The Cojuangcos, Benedictos, Tans,
Desinis and other fortunate souls who believe they could bring their riches
with them in limbo when they get there.”
“The UP political scientist was right. She
said that what actually we do is not democracy per se but merely pretensions of
being a democratic country. Gee what a revelation!”
The group have their eyes fixed anew to
Theodore who seems not leaving any stones unturned on the topic.
“I believe it might be very interesting for
you to know from a respected columnist and journalist that indeed we do have
democracy but not when you discover that what is left is very little only.
Thus, his question: ‘how could we ever claim that we are failing when we have
not even tried it all?’ True enough, how could we really afford to lost it too
if we have not practice it, I am asking too the way you’re also asking
yourself.”
Seen through the faces of his listeners
were intellectual satisfactions. His impromptu political treatise was simply
plausible no one in the group could deny. They collectively agree that the
praxis’ dimension of democracy is the bottom line and what really counts. It’s
just observing leniency to a Catholic changing religious affiliation to
protestant and become a better practicing Christian, a living gospel if you
wish rather than staying as Catholic and don’t give damn knowing and practicing
his faith lousy attitude prevailing among nominal or occasional Catholics.
“Where your heart is there’s your happiness
also,” Driarco collected from one passage in the book of Psalm. The gathering
was not anticipated to be as fruitful that evening. Driarco for instance feels
the occasion was a heaven sent relief, a catharsis to the bleeding democracy.
Each one feels uncertain of their surviving capacity not discounting any
possibility they might too end up as scapegoat of the dictatorial regime.
Outside the crickets were chirping merrily
under the clusters of thick shrubs auguring a new cold evening ushering
chilling air biting their skin.
“Good grief Charlie brown,” Driarco uttered
to himself after Miguel, the interim chairman of the group officially closed
the session thanking each member reiterating their commitment for yearly
reunion at Aling Nita’s. Kim and Donna were appointed as Chairman and Vice
Chairman respectively for ad-hoc committee.
Like
all other fellowship, the night was filled with laughter and music, valid
excuse for uncertainties and insecurities shrouding their future. Who really
knows given the unpredictability of Martial law? Not even those in power. The
president could put anybody behind bars with just one stroke of a pen, suspend
the writ of habeas corpus and or order summary execution.
Concluding their activity was the singing of “Ang Bayan Ko” their shrill and resonant
voices echoing back and forth in the
four walls of the refreshment parlor. It ended with catcalls and whistle
sealing their initial salvo of defiance against emergency power. On suggestion
by Erly and collectively agreed by the group, they tattooed the soft spot between index finger and thumb of
their left hand with numbers 9/21 using ancient Greek number symbolizing mark of identity and
protest they would probably erase when dictatorship would be over. When would
that be? No one has the answer yet.
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Seasons come and go. Graduation was already
fast approaching. Barely five months more to go, Driarco would find himself in Manila at St.
John theological seminary. Possibly he would be
donning his cassock five years after to formally start treading the path
towards Calvary , they said what priesthood is
really all about. By then he would earned his philosophy degree and begin
studying theology. Would he succeed? He doesn’t have the answer. Bishop Valdez
provided the cue how to be one.
“Just be true to yourself. It’s a deal
between you and God,” he recalled his Bishop’s advice making him enthusiastic facing
another brand new day. A smile with a thought that he would finally be serving
God in the service of his fellowmen somehow elated him. Thus far, he’s
undaunted having met the seminary’s minimum requirements: passed the entrance
examination, has favorable endorsement from the Bishop himself and the financial
assurance from Mr. Smith, the German national philanthropist.
Taklin, the closest to Driarco would be with
him entering Minor Seminary. Just don’t though what option he would choose as entering
Philippine Military Academy in Baguio ,
the premier military institution of the country and academy of future general
has been at the back of his mind. He keeps this privy even from his bosom
friend Driarco to avoid complication. Of course, to be a priest is his first
option but for one reason or another might transfer to military training as
what happened to the rest.. He too passed the required entrance examination
both physical and academic. In fact, Sta. Rita has been proud to have announced
that Taklin made it to top three for batch ’76. Miguel is contemplating of
taking up Civil Engineering, Larry Law, Kim agriculture, Theodore political
science, Paz nursing, Donna accounting and Josephine medicine, Llyon education,
Yolly, Salim, Ruth, Diego ministry. Not a bad start to equally ambitious
crusaders of peace. At least they know what to do and where to go.
Weekends are usually spent by both Driarco
and Taklin helping their respective fathers on their farm. In the evening they
would saw themselves attending fellowship and choir rehearsals. They would join
helping lay ministers in far away villages after second masses during Sundays. Preparation of
liturgy and readings are their primary task and similar related activities as
sacristan.
Such has been their apostolate making
themselves dear and closer to the parishioners in remote places. This makes
them hardworking all the more not counting the cost and hardships in crossing
wading through rivers, scaling mountains and hills and enduring the heat of the
sun. From the looks of it, Sundays seem like a great trek. Taklin himself has
no complain over this long and tedious journey having been used to it in
war-torn Mindanao before his parents migrated
in Romblon.
“Once you’re used to it everything comes
handy with less effort,” he clarified. Such has been their devotion to their
work they are caught jogging in the thick of the night just to be on time on
their commitments attending fellowship and bible studies. This activity went on
unabated for the past four years. It was very taxing alright but the
accommodation and their zeal in serving God far outweighed the concomitant
hardships and problems faced.
When not busy in any church activities,
they would frequent the barracks located atop the hill two kilometers away from
the municipality. There they would bury themselves in books in the library
reading military history, guerilla warfare, revolutions and related literature.
They would practice shooting in between after playing basketball. This love of
sports made them at top shape strong sustaining their energy in handling many
activities.
Part also of their leisure is catching
freshwater fishes through hook and line attached at the top of dozens of bamboo
sticks. All they do is plant two meters bamboo stick in knee-deep water at the
center of rice field with minute live farm frogs as bait leaving them there for
one hour. Coming back, they would know that either mudfish or catfish are
caught when the line suspended to the tip of the stick loosen drifting
away pulling big catch. Proceeds of this
activity are reserved during rainy days and excess are oftentimes wasted away
in local cinemas.
Such has been their lifestyles during
weekend draining out sometimes reserved adrenalin but they have to let them go.
All work without play makes a person dull and sickly, they would say.
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